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Jen the 10 off Meth again






A Meth Cooker's Poem

This is your life, its so fucking intense
It leaves you wondering what happened, it doesn’t make sense
Your folks have told you about the birds and the bees
So I’m going to tell you about the cops and the trees
Weather you slam it, snort it, suck it through a glass ***
The Meth Monster knows you’re sick
First it’s your friends, and then it’s your wife
You’re convinced you don’t need them; they’re trashing your life
Then one day you realize and see
They’re all part of a conspiracy
You hide in your house, best friends you avoid
You’re a strung out ***, straight paranoid
Now this *** has taken a nasty turn
You jumped into the fire, and started to burn
What once was for kicks, now seems all so real
So you get a brainstorm and think “Hey, I should deal”
Now your time is spent just making your rounds
You started with quarters, then ounces, now pounds
Now you’re in the chapter of the Crankster’s sick book
Knowing from the start there’s going to be trouble
You sit spinning in your lab watching it bubble
Now you’re being watched by the Feds and DTF
You still wanna cook that Meth
Then one night you’re minding your store
Twenty-one punk-ass policeman come crashing through the door
They bum rush you, stick a knee in your chest, SCREAM
Freeze you fuckin’ junkie, you’re under arrest
Now you’re going to court with your public pretender
You’d have a better chance sticking your *** in a blender
The Judge won’t make a deal, He’ll give twenty to life
So you call home collect, and your buddy’s fuckin’ your wife
Now you’re walking the prison yard, you look back and reflect
How did my life get so fucked up and wrecked?
Then a flash in my head like a big neon sign says
I think I’ll get out and cook just one last time..
Published Mar 06 2008, 02:02 AM by Jen
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Skit-so-frantic said:

Nice... Gospel like indeed. I grew up in a clean cut law abiding, GOD fearing MiNORITY house hold love see no color neither does hate or meth. I've watched two friends go to jail, and thank God he spared me. A simple personal comparison of meth is a childhood evil, a ghostly drug! What scared you as a kid?No really what fictional character made your heart beat fast and your eyes widen, and cause you to shiver? We'll unfortunately the Meth monster is real but you don't have to believe in him, just stay away or ignore it run if you have to. Its worse than the "infection" from "28 Days Later" I call it the 'symbiate' from Spider-Man once it touches you it has you. Its almost alive calling you by name, addressing certain issues in your life, then pointing out how it can help. Have you ever seen a 'tough guy' tweak out? It shows how vulnerable a human being really is. Laugh if you want to, Go ahead think you're immune I've been clean for two years but I still feel the rawness of my nasal passages, my nose still drips for it. I'm not gonna tell you not to do it, enough people say that, this is my first and only expression publicly. I had to get it out. Take what you want from it. Think you're tough, hard, the baddest *** alive? Go try some, please!!!!!!

March 26, 2008 10:13 PM

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About Jen

I'm Jen and I have quit meth again. It almost ruined my career this time. I am a model and I was getting "way out" of control on the crap. but now I am back even stronger than before! I started using when I was about 2 years into my career to keep the weight off, I guess I am what you would call a "functioning addict" because I was able to control my habit, work and take care of my responsibilities. Not until a couple months ago my habit got "WAY" out of control, not caring at all about my career, my friends, my family or myself. I can't even count how many times I have quit using just to find my nose in a bag again 3 days later! I have now been clean since 3/12/08 thanks to Chris (lowster) and a few others in our recovery group.
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